Sunday, February 10, 2008

my heavy heart sinks deep down under you



Another time when I shouldn't be writing a blog entry. Sometimes when I'm with people for awhile and then I come back here to my little messy apartment all alone I start feeling hopelessly lonely. I'm not really sure that having a roommate would help though. I suppose I shall blame the standard lack of sleep.

The only picture I took today was of some yarn in the road, at the corner of Westnedge and that street that I currently can't think of the name of in front of Chili's & Mr. B's. A woman who was crossing the street at the light dropped it. A whole skeen of perfectly good yarn. I rolled down my window and yelled "You dropped your yarn!...woman?" but she never heard me. She just kept walking and there was nothing I could do because I certainly couldn't jump out of my car on Westnedge and run after her. I felt bad because I knew she would go looking for it later and never know what happened to it.

It was a peculiar day. I didn't do much. At the show I jinxed myself and wound up saying "Good evening, good evening and welcome to..." again. Lame. There was a cast party afterwards. Turns out I can muscle through a bottle of Corona. I'm trying to develop a taste for beer. It's not going very well. I think two Coronas would be a bit much, but I did make it through one. It seems like everyone around me is making some sort of love connection or love connection possibility and yet I am, as always, left alone. People like me ok. No one wants to date me but I sure am ok! That's why this picture is of me looking away. It's symbolic and meaningful. If you don't get it, well, then you just don't get it. Too bad there are other people in it, it really weakens the artistic nature. They are not symbolic. ONLY ME! I'm sleepy now and will feel less lonely in the morning.

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