I swear these pictures are getting more painfully boring as the month goes on. I should use this revelation as inspiration to start doing exciting things... someday. This is a hallway at work. There are still Christmas decorations hanging from it. Not quite sure why. Maybe it's to remind us that we should have the holiday spirit all year round. Maybe it's just festive. I'm trying to think positive thoughts. At least they finally took the tree down last week. I don't know why I'm so ready to get rid of all reminders of Christmas immediately after it's over. I think it's the letdown factor. There's such buildup going in and then all of a sudden it's over - like jumping off a cliff. I don't like to dwell. Dwelling is depressing. I just like to move on which is why my meager decorations came down on the 26th. I suppose I'm just a bit of a grinch.
It occurred to me this morning that I haven't been taking my role in my play as seriously as I ought to. I've really been phoning it in and that's not really fair to the character or the others who are also in the play and it could also be rather humilating if I just suck completely. My goal is minimal suckage. So, I decided I needed to start really focusing on this character as I have other characters in the past even if she does seem to lack an emotional journey. I will find an emotional journey. Word. At any rate, I really do enjoy things more when I try.
I watched Law & Order: SVU tonight. Lately I've been trying to get back into watching TV a little. I haven't really watched anything for weeks and I kind of miss it. All these crime shows are really disturbing though. I think my absence from couch-potato-land has started to resensitize me to violence. That's all.
It occurred to me this morning that I haven't been taking my role in my play as seriously as I ought to. I've really been phoning it in and that's not really fair to the character or the others who are also in the play and it could also be rather humilating if I just suck completely. My goal is minimal suckage. So, I decided I needed to start really focusing on this character as I have other characters in the past even if she does seem to lack an emotional journey. I will find an emotional journey. Word. At any rate, I really do enjoy things more when I try.
I watched Law & Order: SVU tonight. Lately I've been trying to get back into watching TV a little. I haven't really watched anything for weeks and I kind of miss it. All these crime shows are really disturbing though. I think my absence from couch-potato-land has started to resensitize me to violence. That's all.
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